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| Yesterday, I’m fine without you Today, I don’t know what to do Why are you here? Your purpose is not clear I hate your presence Yet I despise your absence Don’t fool me Because forgiving you is easy Please leave right away Though I want you to stay Let us make believe WE never existed | | |
| I once wanted to an engineer but what pushed me to Psychology is my want to further understand myself. Yeah, I am taking this course primarily for my personal reason. I'm still on my second year but I'm starting to fear what I'm going to find out. I'm not sure if I'm ready for the things I'm going to discover. Haha. Why am I saying this? I just discovered something about myself just 3 minutes ago. That's why I thought of entering this blog. What I realized was not exactly learned from my lessons. Next term, I'll be taking up that fuckin' theories of personality..(I was supposed to take that up this term but the f*ckn acad asst dropped me off the subejct for the reason that it was not indicated in our flowchart... but my point is there's a lot of vacant slots for theat subject.. anyways back to the topic) and I'm not actually sure that I will like what will I learn. It's hard dealing with feelings and emotions. Err.. | | |
| Tama na ang pahinga! Bakbakan na!!! May pasok na bukas... ganito rin ang pakiramdam ko exactly a year from now. Oo, hindi na ako frosh pero hindi pa rin ako sigurado kung handa na ba akong pumasok ulit... Haay.... | | |
| After one month... exactly one month... nagkapagblog ako ulit... ang tamad kong magblog haha... Linggo ngayon... sa miyerkules may pasok na ko.. ang bilis ng panahon.. parang kahapon lang nagmamadali ako magpasukan kasi nabobore ako sa buhay... samantalang ngayon... pinipigilan ko ang panahon...para humaba ang bakasyon... Sariwa pa sa aking isipan ang pakiramdam... exactly one year ago, ayaw ko ring pumasok dahil hindi ko alam yung bagay na pinapasok ko, kung makakalabas pa ba ako? Kasabay ng pagbabalik tanaw ko ay ang pagkagising sa katotohanan na... humugit kumulang dalawang taon na lang ang nalalabi saking buhay estudyante. Ang bilis talaga. Etong katatapos na school year lang ay tinatawag pa kaming frosh, sa miyerkules iba na ang tatawaging frosh at sa susunod pang taon, patapos na kami. Dati rati pag sinabing isang taon parang ang tagal, pero ngayon kailangan ten years ang sabihin mo para masabing matagal. Parang kahapon lang nung nagtapos ako ng high school, bukas magttrabaho na ko. Ganun lang kabilis ang buhay. | | |
| ayan na.. ayan na... nakakapag-xanga na ko ulit dito sa aking bahay... so what's with my vacation??? eto... i took a step to my childhood dream.. long lost dream... change topic... one month vacation huh! unlike any other schools who have their long summer vacation poor... sad... wahahahah | | |
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